I remember a time my heart used to skip from the whisper of your voice
Now my heart won’t flutter from the static produce out your mouth
I wish I could rewind the hands of time
Because I really wanted to be your bride
You told me no
Rejected my love
You left me sore to my core
I try to smile to not reveal my feelings
Making my face feel like a heavy coating of foundation
These tears glide over my cheeks
Silently, I cry myself to a peaceful sleep
Dreaming of being in your arms
In my thoughts it doesn’t feel so good
My heart is stoned
For lack of better word, emancipated
Because my pain just won’t go away
I lusted every part of you
You didn’t want me
My mind accepted
My heart rejected
For my flesh waddles in anger refusing to hear anything but
‘Cause I was blinded by lies
I wish I could rewind the hands of time
Blinded